第18章
作者有話要說：
“翼翼，你說我穿這樣好不好啊？你媽媽會不會喜歡？”我拉住淩翼的手尋求保證，“好看，我媽媽一定會喜歡的！傻瓜，你都問了很多遍了。只要我喜歡的，我媽媽都會喜歡，她從小就最疼愛我。”他抱着我在飛機場等候着她媽媽的班機。
“小翼！”我看到一個瘦小的女人從人群裏出來抱住鶴立雞群的淩翼。“媽媽！媽媽！”“小翼！”“姐姐！”這是一家團聚呢！我想。
“媽媽，姐姐，這是小瑾！我的小寶貝！” 淩翼把我拉出來推到他媽媽面前，“伯母，您好！”“啊，小翼，你們長得好像啊！”他姐姐大叫了起來，“你，你，你……”我看到淩翼的媽媽忽然全身顫抖着，臉色發白，“這不是真的！”她輕喊着，然後，暈倒了！
“對不起，小瑾，我媽她只是吓着了，你們兩個長那麽像，而且她身體也一直不大好。你不要介意！” 淩淑儀向我解釋，“沒什麽啦，我想是伯母太驚訝了。”什麽沒什麽啊，把未來的婆婆吓成這樣，哪個正常的女人會真的“沒關系”啊？
“小瑾！你不要這樣嘛，來，笑一個！” 淩翼做鬼臉給我看，逗我笑，我給了他一個皮笑肉不笑。“你不要這樣啦！乖！”他抱住我親了一下，“我覺得你媽媽他不喜歡我。”“不要亂說！我媽啊，她一定回喜歡你的！來，我們去看看媽醒了沒有。”他拉我進病房，他的媽媽已經醒了，淩淑儀正在喂她喝水，“媽，你沒事了吧？”“我沒事了，讓你們擔心了，媽真的老了，老是讓你們擔心我。”“說什麽話啊，你沒事就好，你平平安安地我們就放心了。” 淩翼安慰她，“這孩子。你，你是……”“媽，她是小瑾啊。”“哦，看我的記性，真對不起啊，剛剛吓壞你了吧？”“沒什麽啦，伯母你沒事就好。”我笑着說，“你真乖，來，坐這邊過來！”她伸出手來，我忙走過去坐到她身邊去。“小瑾你家裏還有什麽人啊？”“爸爸媽媽，還有個孿生妹妹。”“你還有妹妹啊，那她長得和你很像了？”“沒有啊，她和我是異卵雙胞的姐妹。伯母，您一說我還發現她和您有點像呢！”“是嗎？那麽她叫什麽名字啊？”“她叫蘇握瑜，我呢，全名叫蘇懷瑾。”“姓蘇，你姓蘇？你怎麽能姓蘇！”她忽然好激動地握住我的手，好痛啊！“媽，你怎麽啦怎麽啦？”兩兄妹忙圍過來，“沒什麽，我沒事！”雖然她極力克制自己但是握得發青的拳頭還是說明了她的激動！
“蘇小姐，我想和小翼單獨談一下，能不能請你先出去一下啊？”我聽出了她口氣裏的疏離，難過地低下頭，然後跑了出去。
我抱着枕頭聽着M2M的歌，那個歌詞卻讓我越聽越難過。
《The dayyou went away》
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming about you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
PRE-CHORUS 1
Did I lose my love to someone better
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And does she love you like I do
I do,you know I really really do
CHORUS
Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The dayyou went away
So sad but true
For me there is onlyyou
Been crying since the day
The dayyou went away
VERSE 2
I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
PRE-CHORUS 2
And we were letting go of something special
Something we will never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
CHORUS
The dayyou went away
The dayyou went away
PRE-CHORUS 1
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Why do we never know what we have got till it is gone
How could I carry on
The dayyou went away
Cause I have been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The dayyou went away
The dayyou went away
The dayyou went away
為什麽M2M能用那麽輕快的聲音唱出那麽悲傷的歌？
我想翼翼的媽媽肯定不喜歡我，那麽我們的婚事也會無限期的擱置。但是，我真的沒辦法不和他在一起，我愛他，他也愛我！
不！我不能這樣就放棄了。我擦了擦眼淚。
