第5章 the only exception
Finn背對着Rachel，她不知道他是怎樣的表情，嘈雜的走廊更加沒有半點幫助，直到Quinn冷着臉走過來，“I said what you wanted me to, he shot me down. So congrats, looks like he really loves you.（我說了你想讓我說的，他拒絕了我。所以恭喜你了，看起來他真的很喜歡你。）”Rachel懸着的心才完全放下來，随即，笑容從她臉上蔓延開來，帶着一些些感動，一些些溫暖，Rachel回過頭看着走廊另一端Finn的身影。而當然，她是看不見Quinn回過頭投給她略微複雜眼神。
Glee club。
“I’d like to dedicate this song to my boyfriend, Finn. I was wrong. I shouldn’t control you. I’ve just, I’ve never been this happy before. And I realize that, I was trying to hold onto how you were making me feel so much that I was strangling you in my hands, like a little bird. I get now, that in order for this relationship to work, I have to open up my hands and let you fly free.（我希望把這首歌獻給我的男朋友Finn。之前是我錯了，我不應該試着控制你。我只是，我從來沒有這麽開心過。但我後來意識到，我太想留住這份幸福以至于用雙手鉗制了你，像一只小鳥一樣。但我現在明白了，要讓這份感情維系下去，我應該松開手，讓你自由飛翔。）”Rachel看見Finn略帶感動的看着自己，知道自己這次終于做對了，也為自己不信任Finn而有着些許的內疚。帶着歉疚真誠的心，她用歌聲向Finn道歉，也向他訴說心腸。
“When I was younger I saw
My daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it
And my mama swore
That she would never let herself et
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist
But darling you are the only exception”
Finn臉上挂着他有些憨傻卻格外溫暖的笑容感動的看着Rachel，她也用歌聲回饋于他。
“But you are the only exception
But you are the only exception
But you are the only exception
Well maybe I know somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping afortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself
That I 'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well you are the only exception
Well you are the only exception
Well you are the only exception
Well you are the only exception
I've gotta tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me of some kind of proof it's not a dream ohh
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
And I'm on my way to believing
Oh and I'm on my way to believing”
最後一個音落，Rachel無意中瞥見Quinn坐在自己的座位上出神，視線聚集在某個不知名的點，一臉落寞。Rachel突然感覺心頭一緊，這時她才意識到自己這樣要求Quinn過于自私，雖非她本意，但她卻似乎傷害到了Quinn，愧疚頓時湧上心頭。直到Finn有力的臂膀擁着Rachel在懷，她才從懊惱自責的情緒中回過神了，沒抓住Finn剛剛說的話，她只好揚起頭對他笑笑，他也笑着看着自己沒說話，只是抱得更緊了些。透過縫隙，Rachel看見Quinn目不斜視地走了出去，高昂着頭，冰冷的表情。那種心髒驟緊呼吸一窒的感覺又一次襲來，Rachel不禁用力握緊了Finn的外套。
作者有話要說：
上一章和這一章算是腦補S2E2的故事。
