第9章 this is me trying
this is me trying
作詞 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
作曲 : Taylor Swift/Jack Antonoff
I’ve been having a hard time adjusting
我經歷了一段自我調整的艱難時期
I had the shiniest wheels
我本有着最閃耀的齒輪
Now they’re rusting
而現在它們布滿了鏽跡
I didn’t know if you’d care if I came back
我不知道如果我回頭你是否還會在乎
I have a lot of regrets about that
對此我有太多的悔意
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
将車停在路邊交給看守
Could’ve followed my fears all the way down
它大概伴随了我一路的惶恐無助
And maybe I don’t quite know what to say
也許我不太清楚該說點什麽
But I’m here in your doorway
但我現在就站在你的家門口
I just wanted you to know
我只是想讓你知道
That this is me trying
我有在努力啊
I just wanted you to know
我只是想讓你明白
That this is me trying
我有在挽回你
They told me all of my cages were mental
他們告訴我束縛我的都是精神牢籠
So I got wasted like all my potential
我揮霍浪費了我的潛力
And my words shoot to kill when I’m mad
當我怒上心頭言辭如利刃出鞘
I have a lot of regrets about that
對此我有太多的悔意
I was so ahead of the curve
我總是遙遙領先
The curve became a sphere
直到我固步自封
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
覺得自己被所有的同學們抛在身後于是我淪落至此
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
将我的整顆心對一個陌生人傾訴
But I didn’t pour the whiskey
但我并沒有失去理智
I just wanted you to know
我只是想讓你知道
That this is me trying
我有在努力啊
I just wanted you to know
我只是想讓你知道
That this is me trying
我有在挽回你
At least I’m trying
起碼我在努力啊
And it’s hard to be at a party
若我感到自己像一道裸露的傷口
When I feel like an open wound
我便沒有心情去參加什麽聚會了
It’s hard to be anywhere these days
這些時日我甚至都不想出門
When all I want is you
當我的腦海裏都是你的聲影
You’re a flashback in a film reel
你就像電影故事中的一剎閃回
On the one screen in my town...
投放在我心中小鎮的唯一熒幕
And I just wanted you to know
我只是想讓你知道
That this is me trying
我有在努力啊
I just wanted you to know
我只是想讓你知道
That this is me trying
我有在挽回你
At least I’m trying
起碼我在努力啊
