第5章 my tears ricochet
my tears ricochet
We gather here
我們在此相聚
We line up weeping in a sunlit room
我們在這充滿陽光的房間裏啜泣
And if I’m on fire
如果我正被烈火炙烤
You’ll be made of ashes, too
那你也将和我一樣化為灰燼
Even on my worst day
即使是最糟糕的日子
Did I deserve, babe
這是我應得的嗎
All the hell you gave me
你讓我經歷這麽多苦難
Cause I loved you
因為我愛過你
I swear I loved you
我發誓我愛過你
Til my dying day
直到我死去的那天
I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
我沒有你們所想的那麽溫馴這不是我的本性
And you’re the hero flying around saving face
你把自己粉飾成從天而降的英雄保存自己的顏面
And if I’m dead to you why are you at the wake
如果對你而言我已經死去那你為何還在此處守靈
Cursing my name
咒罵我的名字
Wishing I stayed
又希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
看着我的眼淚滑落化作淚花
We gather stones
我們收集來石頭
Never knowing what they’ll mean
也不曾料想這會意味着什麽
Some to throw
一些被舍棄
Some to make a diamond ring
一些被打磨變成了鑽戒
You know I didn’t want to
你知道我本也不願這麽做
Have to haunt you
像幽靈般萦繞在你身邊
But what a ghostly scene
這場景多麽詭異
You wear the same jewels
你穿戴着的首飾
That I gave you
還是我給你的
As you bury me
而你将我埋葬于此
I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
我沒有你們所想的那麽溫馴這不是我的本性
Cause when I’d fight, you used to tell me I was brave
因為當我反抗的時候 你曾說我很勇敢
And if I’m dead to you why are you at the wake
如果對你而言我已經死去那你為何還在此處守靈
Cursing my name
咒罵我的名字
Wishing I’d stayed
又希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
看着我的眼淚滑落化作淚花
And I can go anywhere I want
終于我獲得自由無拘無束
Anywhere I want
去往我想去的任何地方
Just not home
但我不想回家
And you can aim for my heart, go for blood
你可以瞄準我的心髒瞄準我的血液
But you would still miss me in your bones
但你對我的思念也會侵入骨髓
And I still talk to you
我依舊會和你交談
When I’m screaming at the sky
每當我向着天空大喊
And when you can’t sleep at night
每當你夜晚無法入眠
you hear my stolen lullabies
你會聽見那些屬于我的被偷走的搖籃曲
I didn’t have it in myself to go with grace
我沒有你們所想的那麽溫馴這不是我的本性
And so the battleships will sink beneath the waves
我們的戰火伴随着戰艦就此沉沒消失于波浪間
You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same
別無選擇你只有将我殺死可你也難逃相同命運
Cursing my name
咒罵我的名字
Wishing I stayed
又希望我留下
You turned into your worst fears
你變成了自己最深的恐懼
And you’re
而你
Tossing out blame
推卸責任
Drunk on this pain
借酒澆愁
Crossing out the good years
就此消磨時光
And you’re cursing my name
你咒罵我的名字
Wishing I stayed
又希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
看着我的眼淚滑落化作淚花
